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Always looking for the problem, mandating one exists.

The people I come across make a problem out of anything.

Are you ... "satisfied?"

Are some people obtuse with their children?

Message Board Post by Me

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Remember the good old days, online, like 2006-2009?

Freiburger Barockorchester - Article

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"Kristian Bezuidenhout , experimental specialist for historical keyboard instruments, conducted from the harpsichord, sometimes with silvery rushing arpeggios filling up the sound volume of strings and basso continuo, sometimes springing up from the instrument and spurring on with powerful impulses."

Here's a the point and a good one.  I know he has fans, at least one I met seeing him live in NYC.

"experimental specialist for historical keyboard"

You think you can destroy a poor, old, troubled soul like me.

You all flirt with others!  You were rude to me!  I  was cast down.

People all of a sudden are elaborately racist against me.

Why do people follow the thinking that Generation XYZA are trash?

I don't wanna be too flirtatious in order to get the same answer over and over, regarding a frequent guest or loved one returning.

Why are people so one-minded?

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I noticed that the director is wearing thick glasses like someone's mother, that someone I think playing.  I wonder why.  I didn't wonder why that long, but who knows?  Who cares?...

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You know, it might be important, but they don't wanna talk about it, they just do it.  Is it important, in some way?...

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Statements

I told someone working for a German orchestra the same thing he told me and now people act like I'm in trouble...

Europe is behind in schedule.

Who is extra different?

Why do Europeans act mean to poor, starving kids in Africa when they give a concert?

I caught someone's husband shaking his head at his wife.

Just because you're together does not make you better than me.

People are tracking my life to see if anything seems wrong and reject just me when I'm very good.

My dad won't stop secretly fighting me, and no one is doing anything about it.  I told my therapist, I tried to just talk to a police about my problems in general via e-mail with no answer.

I found a way I had an attitude like someone else.  However, I get in trouble just for not submitting.  They are protected against me.

I should address my dad as "baby."

Musicians pick on me.

Fort Lauderdale, Southeastern Florida Mansion

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Miami Mansion

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Why push Americans to be less European?

Europeans, like Germans, French, are afraid of Americans.

Is something the matter here?

To see how I was made to live and how it was affected I look as an infant and say bad if you did something that made me look bad, like not feeding me right or letting me move around and learn, what have you lots of people see you as cute.

Germany started a fight with me, whether they know it or not.

I don't look too gross, neither.

If I have kids...

...I want to marry a boy who is German from Germany or Russian from Russia.

However, I know no one would want me.

I keep getting surprises, in big trouble like it was from the past but pretending it's for something that wasn't bad, at all.

Pretty much, if it's out, it's out.  I don't have evil plans to worsen.

People like to be seen as racially innovative.

Jobs aren't calling me back.

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I think I saw a floutist who played for a musical with her husband and daughter.  She had short dyed red hair and was average, kind of tall and skinny.  The husband was probably a Late Boomer like her, with light graying hair, a little bald, not too tall, about her hight maybe a tad taller especially if the wife was in heels, kind of slumpy.  The daughter was a little shorter with smooth, milky, wavy white hair in a ponytail, maybe a bit below her shoulders, looked like her natural color.

Does anyone have anything to say or just fishing for things for their own?

They think America's all gone in ways it doesn't have to be.  Everyone's looking at Baby Boomers, Early Generation X, Generation YZ, and people from other countries in Europe like Germany.

So, no one bothers you, you just have sex with anyone?

Who gives a fuck?

Baby Boomers don't care about me.

Why are so many Germans so mean?  They are perfectly fine company for others.  I am not as nonwhite as some nonwhites.

The downfall of classical music?

I was made out to become a problem.  I am a good, accomplished person whose life became unfair in the real world and in my private life!

Why isn't Europe opened like before?

Midday Snack

I wish I could get more space in my room.

I threw up this morning when my throat tickled.  I woke up and had cake and ice cream.  I didn't throw up the non-sweets later.

My room is better arranged now and cleaned a lot.

Why are people approved of over me just for being German or playing the violin or other orchestral instrument?

I win.

I didn't do anything wrong.

It seems like a game to train for an older lady I know to be seen as over everyone else.

I'm not in this.

Go back technically, and see where people pop up in my private life, like a VIP to defeating me socially.

Use your inhibitions to gain pity.

People go in a fit and hypnotize themselves to believe I am bad and off my life and unfortunate social situation.

I want to rearrange my room but am  a little tired.

Baby Boomers or Late Boomers are cheap because some of them pretend Generation X does not matter.

It's just the plan.

Europeans are worthless, one thing goes wrong and they support an older lady exploited against me.

I fix complicated things, am not complacent.

That board drags on, my time.

If you think someone is of no use to you, why are you at them in the first place?  "One man's trash is another man's treasure."

Do you teach other people, including older people, a lesson?

Some people have more fun etc. with their own families, even in ways they are not as affable or in certain ways emotional and spell-bounding as with others, just retire to their family.

People are on auto to say I can't be accepted as right.

Frustrated

I have a lot of laundry to do.

I don't need to go through your jungle gym of problems.

I shouldn't be attacked by the people with the same flaws as me.

What do you think I'm thinking about?  An end overall solution!  To what do you know?

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Some people are wasting more effort on hurting me than promoting this lady.

I'm concerned that people I'm related to are having problems.

Mixed whites have the most hatred for whites.

People are fascinated by modern art with huge TVs.

Hm.  Do some people never fail?

I just applied to work at a gas station.  Maybe, I got the grit.

I just had a job interview and got some good chocolate ice cream.  I don't think I'll get the job cleaning and cooking at a restaurant, other people.

People keep acting like they can control my life and that they are right.

I'm probably getting a job today washing dishes and cooking food.

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Judith von der Goltz, whose mom is Petra Müllejans, both violinists in Germany

I was hoping my mom would always have a happy life.

I can't identify.

I am happy to get away from my mom.

Are boys a inferior species to girls in some ways? to do with what we lived like as cavemen? until what we can do now??  You know, I look young because I did the right thing.

Everyone is sounding like they're scratching fingernails across the chalkboard and catering towards their kids.  People are expressing their finds.  In the end, I see something I like was sacrificed for no special reason over others that I would know of, like I'm supposed to know.

Oompa Loompa Oompa Loompa

People treat coffee like it's God.

Don't count on Hollywood.

Just work.  If you aren't busy in school or work, the competition will favor those who do, unless you straight up take acting.

She "wants for nothing."

People think it's the thing do exploit an older lady I met and have a "relationship" with, like it just "fits."

All the even older ladies are busy looking like her, without stopping.

In the end, she's out and so am I and you can then believe you're the only winner.

You're all mean to me because you're jealous of my "relationship" with someone older than me, a lady.

Why do I suffer unfairness that others don't, like how they are rewarded and are supposed to be mean to me?

Does anyone usually get treated well?

I mostly like (classical) music because it's loud or emotional.

It seems Late Boomers and possibly their younger children are on track.

Why is it so hard to access an adult figure?

As long as no one wins over her.

I'm excited it's Chinese tonight!

I'd like a box that goes BOOM!

Music tends to hit the spot, kind of like the answer to all your questions in some feeling.

In what way and how much were you stimulated by your mom?

Why do Germans have chocolate-colored hair?

Why and how am I involved? because what did you do, what happened?

I'm already regarded highly, like here in the states.

Secret Track

If you play violin, you could be great ... but how?

What did you use to do?

Are you giving up good qualities ... for her?

What matters?  Only when it benefits one's self?

How big is it?  Or am I just out-of-the-box, in life?

I'm the one teaching you or who could be.

I don't lose out in the end like that's programmed already.

Message Board Post by Me

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Trump should go

to Alaska or Hawaii.

Is anyone jealous of my celibacy?

But Pretty Much

You even have to pretend to find fault in me to separate me.

Are you using her like a weapon of mass destruction, you might say?

Craked Up

Volume = 100

I figured it out, now!

Viola is easier than violin because it follows rhythmically... like following the next chair or the 1st chair.

Okay!

Who was the most calming at my mom's death?  Me!

Have you exercised you ears?

I have the house.

I'm on YouTube on the TV.

Louder ... and louder ... and louder! ...

Believe me, I did some piano as a teenager.

Is this feather stimulating?

I was in a tight situation when I started to piano that I had to mold my hand technic from that very first week, and now my pinky is not extra long but flies ... I don't know about no fingernails, but my hands are strongly formed.  Lucky, I didn't start too young that I mightn't notice, but I still wish I started that young.

Who wastes their life in hatred?

I finally cracked the case of them..

They want a certain someone else to win over me.

It's almost time for lunch and laundry.  Violin will find its place, then.

Okay, they're gone.

Did they just creep out the door or something?

That's funny, Barb's not here.  They didn't leave.

Yikes! I have laundry to hang and a bit to iron.

I finished the dishes!

My aunt is coming over soon.  I have to do the dishes.