Friday, November 15, 2019

Europe is behind in schedule.
Who is extra different?
Why do Europeans act mean to poor, starving kids in Africa when they give a concert?
I caught someone's husband shaking his head at his wife.
Just because you're together does not make you better than me.
People are tracking my life to see if anything seems wrong and reject just me when I'm very good.
My dad won't stop secretly fighting me, and no one is doing anything about it.  I told my therapist, I tried to just talk to a police about my problems in general via e-mail with no answer.
I found a way I had an attitude like someone else.  However, I get in trouble just for not submitting.  They are protected against me.
I should address my dad as "baby."
Musicians pick on me.

Fort Lauderdale, Southeastern Florida Mansion

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Miami Mansion

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Why push Americans to be less European?
Europeans, like Germans, French, are afraid of Americans.

Is something the matter here?

To see how I was made to live and how it was affected I look as an infant and say bad if you did something that made me look bad, like not feeding me right or letting me move around and learn, what have you lots of people see you as cute.
Germany started a fight with me, whether they know it or not.
I don't look too gross, neither.

If I have kids...

...I want to marry a boy who is German from Germany or Russian from Russia.

However, I know no one would want me.
I keep getting surprises, in big trouble like it was from the past but pretending it's for something that wasn't bad, at all.
Pretty much, if it's out, it's out.  I don't have evil plans to worsen.
People like to be seen as racially innovative.
Jobs aren't calling me back.

Update

Statements

I think I saw a floutist who played for a musical with her husband and daughter.  She had short dyed red hair and was average, kind of tall and skinny.  The husband was probably a Late Boomer like her, with light graying hair, a little bald, not too tall, about her hight maybe a tad taller especially if the wife was in heels, kind of slumpy.  The daughter was a little shorter with smooth, milky, wavy white hair in a ponytail, maybe a bit below her shoulders, looked like her natural color.
Does anyone have anything to say or just fishing for things for their own?
They think America's all gone in ways it doesn't have to be.  Everyone's looking at Baby Boomers, Early Generation X, Generation YZ, and people from other countries in Europe like Germany.
So, no one bothers you, you just have sex with anyone?

Who gives a fuck?

Baby Boomers don't care about me.
Why are so many Germans so mean?  They are perfectly fine company for others.  I am not as nonwhite as some nonwhites.
The downfall of classical music?
I was made out to become a problem.  I am a good, accomplished person whose life became unfair in the real world and in my private life!
Why isn't Europe opened like before?

Midday Snack

I wish I could get more space in my room.
I threw up this morning when my throat tickled.  I woke up and had cake and ice cream.  I didn't throw up the non-sweets later.
My room is better arranged now and cleaned a lot.
Why are people approved of over me just for being German or playing the violin or other orchestral instrument?

I win.

I didn't do anything wrong.

It seems like a game to train for an older lady I know to be seen as over everyone else.

I'm not in this.

Go back technically, and see where people pop up in my private life, like a VIP to defeating me socially.
Use your inhibitions to gain pity.
People go in a fit and hypnotize themselves to believe I am bad and off my life and unfortunate social situation.
I want to rearrange my room but am  a little tired.
Baby Boomers or Late Boomers are cheap because some of them pretend Generation X does not matter.
It's just the plan.
Europeans are worthless, one thing goes wrong and they support an older lady exploited against me.
I fix complicated things, am not complacent.
That board drags on, my time.
If you think someone is of no use to you, why are you at them in the first place?  "One man's trash is another man's treasure."
Do you teach other people, including older people, a lesson?